What to say what to say...
ok so... I have decided that I want to be one of those people that is always taking pictures. I remember that when I was growing up there was this guy (bro. Smith) who was always taking pictures. I mean you never saw him with out a camera hanging around his neck. Ha Ha I was just thinking he would of been a great wedding photographer because you know he would of caught every moment in a picture. =) oops sorry for the tangent.
so yes that is my early resolution, but knowing me I will forget about it next week. I have this problem that I want to do everything! And so I never pursue anything. Did that make sense? Ok so my problem is that I am good at to many things and I am not passionate about any ONE thing, so I never concentrate on one thing. Which brings me to my real problem of... I don't know what I want to be when I grow up. (oops I am grown up and I still don't know what I want to do.) And now I am forced to find a job, career or direction in which I can support myself and I see the future and I see nothing. Wow I am pathetic, what kind of person doesn't have any aspirations in life.
I like helping people
I like Animals
I like health care (not my own of course)
but school bores me, I don't think I could do the school thing again.
what to do what to do.
anywho there are my thoughts as of lately. =)
thanks for listening.
November 16, 2006
Posted by Jen=) at 7:34 PM
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all that talk about pictures and i didn't even have a picture to post. ha ha ha =) i'm a nerd.
I have written and re-written what I was going to say to you. I feel for you, I have been there. I have my dreams and yet am depressed. It is normal, but you can change it. Spend a day that you take a brake from all electronics( I mean all). Think of yourself, but also of others. Do what you want to do, even if it is out of the ordinary. On your way to your "day of me" if you see someone in need a homeless person or whatever, help them in any way you can. Sometimes all it takes is a heart felt smile. Anyway, I hope you have success and atleast try the fast from electronics. Good luck to you.
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